Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Forever ended - October 16, 2008

I sit here today, 
memories of our life 
scattered on the floor. 
The hopes, dreams and desires
for the future a distant memory.
On the outside all seems fine and 
everyone tells me I'm strong, but on 
the inside I am falling apart without you 
in my world. 
I long to share my pain with you, 
but the reality is you are 
no longer mine. 
There is an emptiness inside
that I can't fill. 
The snow falls gently outside 
as the tears fall like rain on down my face. 
I told you that you mean nothing, 
when reality is, 
you mean everything. 
So many memories, babies, 
joys, and sorrows all meaningless 
and forgotten by you. 
One single moment, 
one painful decision neither of us can 
take back. 
Even though you are gone, 
I remember. 
I remember our first kiss, 
the first time I saw you, through 
sleepy, tired eyes and my flight, O' so late. 
I remember the night you proposed, 
midnight, New Years.
The joy in your eyes with each new baby. 
So many things I remember, 
so many days I recall. 
Today forever 
has officially 
ended. 

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