Love is painful, Love is brutal.
It hurts and it sucks.
It is deliberate and it is cruel.
It make you vulnerable and it makes you
trust.
Just when you think your safe and
you want to give it your all
it rips your heart out and makes
you fall.
It brings you tears and it builds
up walls. It makes you believe
and forget to fear.
It turns you bitter and makes
you hate. It leaves irrational
and for moment makes you
believe it will work. Makes you
want to cuddle on the couch
and watch silly television shows.
It makes you believe for one
brief and sweet moment you can
have it all. Then just when you are
at your weakest point...
it rips out your heart, stomps on it
and reminds you why it never worked with
anyone else. Because love doesn't work,
it just leaves you feeling empty.
Btw, you're feeding the monster with this. He LOVES the attention. It might be why he does it. Then he has a way of making you and everyone else believe it's all your fault. That you caused it, when all you tried to do was "everything he wanted."
ReplyDeleteBtw, you're feeding the monster with this. He LOVES the attention. It might be why he does it. Then he has a way of making you and everyone else believe it's all your fault. That you caused it, when all you tried to do was "everything he wanted."
ReplyDeleteI know it is not my fault. ;)
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