Decisions Made

A decision made in a moment, 
left a heart unable to heal. 
A door closed, for a second time. 
A second chance, she's never given, 
reminded her of pain unbearable. 
A second glance gave her 
unbearable heartbreak. 
Where does she turn now? 
How does she move on once 
again, when the first time 
was so hard. 
Moments of them together
float through her mind, 
bringing tears to her eyes, 
making her heart ache. 
The future is bleak, 
Yesterday a painful 
reminder. 
All she sees is darkness, 
unable to reach the light. 
He made her believe, 
He gave her hope
(a word she can no longer
stand to hear). 
He made her feel and made
promises she should never have
believed. 
He held her hand, apologized 
for the agonizing pain he caused
once before and promised her 
never again, would he make her
feel that way. 
Yet here she is, vulnerable, 
in pain, heartbreaking, soul 
hurting, spirit crushing, 
pain. Exactly what he promised
she would never feel because 
of him. 
In a moment, all is lost and she 
doesn't know 
how to move on a second time. 
Love is painful, Love is a lie.