Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Silent Night

In  the pale light of the moon
she sits. 
The stillness of the night
surrounds her. 
The sky filled with
stars, the moon 
and mystery. 
Her heart in pieces, 
her mind
a mess of thoughts
and feelings, 
yet she sits 
and she ponders 
while staring up 
at the moon and stars. 
As she weeps so do the 
moon and stars, 
as they shine down upon 
this weeping heart. 
As the coolness of the night 
settles around her
she smiles 
sadly
throwing out a simple 
request to the 
wind, the stars, 
the moon, the earth, 
to the heavens, and to God 
above, to anyone
who will listen,
for this pain to end, 
for this heartbreak to mend. 
She doesn't want 
to move, 
she doesn't want to 
stay. 
The silence of the night 
envelopes her, 
wraps her in its beauty 
and mystery. 
Surrounding her, 
calling to her. 
She just sits and longs 
for the one 
who held her hand 
so sweetly, 
who held her when 
she tired
and who she thought
loved her 
unconditionally. 

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Who's that Girl

The girl in the 
mirror is unknown to me. 
I don't recognize the
face looking back at me. 
She's stronger
than she used to be. 
She's fighting 
for the first time in her life
for something that
she dearly loves. 
She's letting her anger 
be known, 
She is not hiding her
pain. 
This girl that is 
letting people in, 
is not one 
I know. 
She's tougher, 
she's a 
bit meaner, 
she is stronger than 
she used to be. 
This girl 
who is she? 
No one around her 
knows 
this girl looking 
back at me in the mirror. 
She's not afraid to 
say what she wants, 
to go after what she needs, 
to walk away
if the situation calls. 
Who is she, 
she looks familiar 
but the look in 
her eyes is not the same. 
There is something 
new, she can't name. 
Gone is the timid 
little girl 
hiding herself from 
the world. 
Gone are the tears 
streaking down her face. 
Gone is the girl that 
used to look back 
at her and shy away 
from her own 
image. 
She is in control 
she is angry, 
she is in love, 
she is fighting for her life. 
She's not holding back 
for the first time
in her life. 
For the first time, 
she feels alive. 

Take it...

Take it. 
It is yours to keep. 
It is filled
with all the love I feel for you. 
It is fragile, 
it is weak 
and it holds all the tears 
I cried for you. 
Take it, 
hold on to it and 
know that 
with this you are
loved beyond 
measure. 
Take it and keep it. 
It holds the hurt
you caused, 
the pain I no longer 
want to feel. 
Take it, 
without you, 
I don't need it. 
It will never be the same. 
Take it, 
all the broken pieces
and shattered dreams it contains. 
Take it
and know that 
it belongs only to you. 
Take it
because I don't want it. 
It reminds me only
of 
memories I no longer need
if we are no longer
together. 
Remember though, 
that there is 
love in this for you. 
Pure, sweet, 
true love, 
that you do deserve, 
even though I know you 
think you don't. 
Take it, 
cherish it, 
hold on to it, 
and think of us. 
For everything I love and hold 
dear is kept right 
there 
in that heart of mine. 
The coldness 
is felt. 
The bitterness of 
tears falling and darkness 
settling in. 
The icy wind 
blows through her, 
causing her 
pain. 
There is no pain 
she can feel 
greater 
than the loss 
of you. 
In a moment 
she 
pushes past the door 
and rushes 
into the cold. 
Falling to her knees
she cries out 
to anyone who 
will listen. 
The cold 
falls over her 
like a blanket 
wrapping her up in 
its misery and 
chill. 
She clings to the thought
and holds it 
close to her heart. 
Waiting for you, 
waiting for love, 
In the lonliness of the night 
she miss him and 
longs to reach out for him
who is not 
there. 
She aches for him to 
hold and tell 
her they will be okay, 
This too shall 
pass and they will 
be stronger for it. 
A small voice tries to 
make her weak, 
tries to 
tell her she has lost
and yet she fights. 
She fights for 
them, 
she holds on 
for them. 
Even when that 
voice 
tells her to let go, 
she holds on. 
She can't let 
go
because once she does
she loses 
herself. 

Monday, September 7, 2015

Decisions Made

A decision made in a moment, 
left a heart unable to heal. 
A door closed, for a second time. 
A second chance, she's never given, 
reminded her of pain unbearable. 
A second glance gave her 
unbearable heartbreak. 
Where does she turn now? 
How does she move on once 
again, when the first time 
was so hard. 
Moments of them together
float through her mind, 
bringing tears to her eyes, 
making her heart ache. 
The future is bleak, 
Yesterday a painful 
reminder. 
All she sees is darkness, 
unable to reach the light. 
He made her believe, 
He gave her hope
(a word she can no longer
stand to hear). 
He made her feel and made
promises she should never have
believed. 
He held her hand, apologized 
for the agonizing pain he caused
once before and promised her 
never again, would he make her
feel that way. 
Yet here she is, vulnerable, 
in pain, heartbreaking, soul 
hurting, spirit crushing, 
pain. Exactly what he promised
she would never feel because 
of him. 
In a moment, all is lost and she 
doesn't know 
how to move on a second time. 
Love is painful, Love is a lie. 

Love is...


Love is painful, Love is brutal. 
It hurts and it sucks. 
It is deliberate and it is cruel. 
It make you vulnerable and it makes you
trust. 
Just when you think your safe and 
you want to give it your all
it rips your heart out and makes
you fall. 
It brings you tears and it builds 
up walls. It makes you believe 
and forget to fear. 
It turns you bitter and makes 
you hate. It leaves irrational
and for moment makes you 
believe it will work. Makes you 
want to cuddle on the couch
and watch silly television shows.
It makes you believe for one 
brief and sweet moment you can
have it all. Then just when you are 
at your weakest point...
it rips out your heart, stomps on it 
and reminds you why it never worked with 
anyone else. Because love doesn't work, 
it just leaves you feeling empty. 

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Thank You!

In a single moment, 
in the silence of her questions, 
every memory was
walled, 
every moment was cemented 
in the ground. 
In a moment the warmth
of her smile, 
at the touch of your lies, 
turned cold.
A heart that loved you, 
that opened up
just for you
closed. 
"Are you my girl"
you asked, 
"Yes, she said"
today she 
took back the words 
that once put a smile
on your face. 
A second chance she 
never gave, 
except to you. 
A second chance that
made her feel 
like just maybe 
this would work. 
A second chance and a 
second glance 
that forever 
broke her heart. 
Now, as she erases 
your touch on 
her life, 
erases your memory 
from her mind, 
She slams the door on what
could have been, 
on what should have been. 
That small piece she 
of herself 
that she gave to you
not so long ago, 
is the only memory 
she can't erase. 
Bitterness and anger 
hardened the walls that 
have started 
to rebuild. 
Next time you see her, 
the love you saw in her eyes, 
replaced with pain, 
the smile 
erased by 
tears. 
Emptiness is all she feels 
now and forever. 
Thank you
for playing the game
knowing you 
could have stayed away and 
spared her all this pain. 
Thank you for 
tearing down walls, 
only to allow her to feel the 
pain you planned to cause. 
Thank you 
for showing me, 
never to trust 
never to love 
and never to undo these
walls 
for you or anyone. 

Thursday, September 3, 2015

The Storm

She can sense the change, 
feel the storm 
that is about to come her way. 
Wind, rain, and 
a flurry of emotions 
weigh her down as she struggles 
to keep her head 
from sinking. 
Emotions, unknown to her, 
keep spiraling around. 
the coldness
she feels, 
makes her long for the 
warmth of a 
smile, the 
hand of a friend. 
What has changed, 
she does not know, just 
knows that nothing 
is the same. 
Good or bad, 
she knows that 
whatever it is, 
she can face it with 
the strength that comes 
from God above. 
Tears may fall,
heartache may be 
inevitable, 
yet 
she knows that in the 
end it is all 
worth 
the fall. 
It is all worth the fight
for nothing 
in this life, 
comes free of change. 
Change occurs, 
because change is wanted. 
As the storm starts to 
rage inside 
her soul, 
she fears not the storm 
itself, 
but what the storm 
will change. 


Saturday, August 22, 2015

This one needs a title

Little girls make plans,
dream about weddings and babies. 
Little girls are full of hopes
and dreams.
Their intangible innocence
their innocent nature, 
intense curiosity
at the world around them. 
Little girls grow up 
and their hopes and their 
dreams fade away
when reality
steps in and changes 
their view. 
Reality which 
steals their very innocence. 
That little girl becomes
a woman with her own
hopes and dreams
that keep her hidden inside 
herself. Her world 
is small
and no longer 
does she hold that 
intense curiosity for the 
things that 
surround her. 
Fairy  tale weddings and 
barbie doll dreams 
gone with the wind.
A the woman 
looks back on the 
little girl
a small smile escapes her lips
as she is reminded that
life is journey 
that teaches, 
that hurts
that causes one to bleed.
It is a journey that 
brings about tears,
and smiles, 
hurts, 
bitterness and 
moments of intense happiness and 
joy. 
Life starts out as a little girl
but ends
as a woman 
who has lived a life 
that has become
a story to tell. 
The story better than 
any fiction novel 
could write. 
A story with a joyous beginning
intense plot
and ending that only time can tell. 
A story that only life
can write and time 
can narrate. 

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Little Girl Gone

Gone are the days
of bedtime stories and 
being tucked in. 
No longer the little girl with 
the curls in your hair
and a doll in tow. 
The chubby cheeks and 
mommy cuddles
are no more. 
No more tea parties and
princess dress up. 
Kindergarten 
moved into elementary school
which jumped into
middle school and suddenly
the days of boys
and college loomed ahead. 
The sweet innocence of 
yesterday passed 
and the 
girl I see is no longer
a child
reaching out to hold 
my hand, 
but a young lady 
who has captured my heart
many times over. 
Whose smile 
brightens my day and 
whose grumpy 
butt moments make 
me smile inside. 
The little girl with the 
princess curls 
and barbie doll
glasses 
has grown into 
a beautiful young lady
with purple in her hair, 
quirky thoughts
intelligence 
and a love for 
all things 
Dr. Who. 
The little girl may be 
gone, 
yet her hold on 
my heart 
Will forever stay. 

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Not Alone

The path to today 
has been long
and sometimes 
fraught with 
tears and heartache. 
The path has 
given me many 
joys and some 
sorrows as I walked this 
long and winding road. 
Some days the journey has 
seemed impossible and 
the struggles 
never ending. 
Through it all, 
my faith has been my 
guide, even 
in those moments of 
doubt and misery
when I wanted nothing more 
than to give up 
and let go. 
I have loved and I have 
felt the beginnings 
of hatred 
start to enter my heart, 
and yet 
through it all 
with every heartbeat, 
every breath, 
every tear, 
every single step 
I was never truly alone. 
God was there, 
next to me, 
ahead of me, 
and He was there with me 
in the past 
when all the hurt 
and bitterness 
threatened to consume 
but never truly took hold. 
He was there. 
In the silence of the night
when only tears had 
fallen, He was there to comfort. 
In the frustrations of 
the day, when nothing 
seemed to go my way, 
He was there to remind me
I am not alone. 
In the early morning when 
my anger seemed to 
rage and all 
I could do was 
ask why, 
He was there with 
the plan I have 
yet to understand. 
Through it all, 
the heart breaks, 
the healing, 
the forgiveness, 
the smiles, 
the tears, He was there. 
As I walk this journey
called life, 
I know that even on my 
darkest days, 
in my weakest moments, 
I am not alone. 

Friday, June 19, 2015

Good Night!

The sun has set, 
another day has ended. 
Time for tea and to put this
wonderful day to rest. 
Tomorrow is new, 
a fresh start to 
a new page in your story. 
Tomorrow will bring new 
stories to tell 
and new frustrations 
and through it all,
don't forget to 
thank God for giving you
another day to spend with 
those you love 
and to give Him praise 
for another day to 
spend in His presence. 
So as the moon shines bright in 
the nighttime sky, 
I say Good night and God Bless. 
Love you all and you will 
be in my prayers tonight, 
as I lay down to sleep.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Love you!

It's not about the money
you have, 
or the things that you have
that make me love
you. 
I love you for 
you. 
The gently way
you wiped the tears 
from my eyes.
The way you 
make me feel when we
are together. 
During the arguments, 
the silence of 
not speaking, I 
still love you more 
than I can 
say. 
It's about the 
way you make me 
laugh, 
the way you care, 
the joy 
you bring to my 
life,
It's not about 
a life with material things,
but a life 
without you in it, 
is not a life I want
or can 
imagine. 
If that day comes, 
it will 
be the hardest 
day of my life. 
I love you for your faults 
and flaws 
as well as the 
amazing traits you have. 
The love
of my life, 
that is what you are. 
That is what you will
remain. 
Not matter how many 
times you 
drift away I know
God will always 
bring you back. 

Monday, June 15, 2015

Faith and God

All things
are possible with God. 
All it takes is a little 
bit of faith, 
the size of a mustard seed. 
Today 
anything is possible. 
Tomorrow 
has already been seen 
by God, 
Yesterday is in the
past and today
He is holding your hand, 
waking you through 
pain and curve-balls
life has thrown. 
It is in God that I trust, 
that my faith resides. 
My faith is not in 
the things of this world or the 
evils lurking in the shadows. 
My faith keeps me 
going, keeps me 
focused on 
God above, who 
rules with 
love and not fear 
or contempt. 
Heartache, fear, 
negative thoughts and sorrow 
are not the things of 
God, but the things 
He can heal. 
Disney tells us all it takes is 
"faith, trust and Pixie Dust, but the 
bible tells us 
all we need is faith, hope and love. 
I will keep my 
eyes on Him, 
trust in Him, 
delight in Him and He 
will give me the desires 
of my heart. 
He will heal my wounds and 
bring joy to my
world. 
Today, tomorrow and 
for all eternity 
only in God 
will my faith reside. 

Until

I wish I could talk to you,
that takes a 
strength that only 
God can give. 
I miss the days where
being together 
was simple, 
easy and 
comfortable. 
There was a moment in 
time 
I thought we 
would be together, 
now I am 
on my knees
praying 
to God to keep you 
in my life. 
Now when we are 
together, 
the air is strained, 
the pain is 
real
and I wish we had 
never met. 
Not knowing you 
would be better than 
what knowing 
you is doing to me now. 
I love you
and I pray to God
to give me the strength 
to endure. 
Hope is my new best friend,
my faith in God 
gets me through
knowing that He has this
and we will get through this. 
I will get through
this. 
My heart is God's, 
but it also belongs
to you, today,
tomorrow and 
forever. 
Until my last day on earth, 
my last breath in 
this world, 
I will love you. 

Friday, May 29, 2015

You

You're not patient, 
sometimes you're not kind, 
but then neither 
am I. 
We are not perfect, 
but are made 
perfect by a God 
who loves us. 
Sometimes you are completely 
unbearable, 
sometimes you make 
me cry and 
cause me lash out 
in anger. 
You're difficult, 
You're stubborn and 
hold on to 
what you should let go of. 
You can be impossible to talk to
and you don't listen 
all that well. 
You're blind to what is 
right in front of you
and you never
give me time to think
things through. 
There are things I can't stand
about you and that 
irritate me 
to the point of total 
frustration, 
but I wouldn't change them. 
For your convictions, your faults, 
your morals, your faith, 
your irritating 
habits, 
your unmistakable good 
heart
and every flaw that you have, 
I wouldn't change. 
I wouldn't change these
because they 
make you, 
you, and who you are
is someone 
who is perfectly flawed
in my eyes.

Simple


You are my world, 
and when I think of all 
the heart and 
heartache of your past
my heart breaks. 
I would have stayed by
your side, 
loved you through 
the hard times, 
helped you through those 
moments where 
you wanted to 
give up and let go. 
I would have prayed 
with you for 
healing and for 
fought your battles by your side. 
I would, even today, 
as my heart is breaking 
take away your
pain. 
I would have say endless night
next to your side
as you lay in the hospital
uncertain of 
what the future held. 
Love comes at a cost, they say, 
and I would have paid that 
cost. 
I would have done all of this 
and more
for one simple
reason, 
I love you. 
I love you for who you are, 
for the little ways
you make me laugh. 
I love you for the 
smiles you give
and despite the frustrations you 
give me. 
I love your love for 
God and those
around you. 
I may not always 
agree with you, but I am 
always on your 
side. 

Monday, May 25, 2015

Go Back?



It is said you can't go back, 
but she sits and she 
ponders the reality of this 
thought. 
Years have gone by, 
lives lived in two 
different ways. 
Youth naive, 
and mistakes that 
once were made
may leave the door 
that once was
open 
closed and shut forever. 
Are they missing what is 
right in front of them
as they 
reminisce? 
Did they miss something
o so long ago, 
that should have 
held together, if only they 
hadn't been so young? 
Is she scared of 
making that move 
that step that 
could bring about 
a different ending to the 
story she has 
been praying about. 
Is he haunted 
by a relationship 
left in their 
younger days? 
She sits and she ponders
as the things pile 
up and her heart 
not quite mended, 
she ponders 
if maybe she is going crazy. 
Could she be
transferring thoughts of 
another onto 
him. 
Only time will 
reveal God's 
plan for their lives. 
Only time will tell 
what is meant
to be the 
end of 
her story. 
Only when God 
is ready to give away 
what she 
desperately waits to 
find out. 

Saturday, March 21, 2015

K's 17th

 Its in the first 
heard 
heartbeat. 
Its in the first moment 
of knowing 
of your 
potential 
existence. 
Its in the expectant 
day of getting 
to hear your 
first cry, to hold you 
for the first time. 
It is in watching you 
grown, watching
your learn. 
Its seeing the girl you were
to the woman you 
are becoming. 
It was the moment I knew 
my life 
would never be the same. 
It is in the moment, 
I saw your 
precious face, 
held your sweet hand in mine
and kissed your cheek. 
From the day you were born and the 9 
months before, 
I loved you. 
Yesterday is gone, 
memories that forever
we will treasure. 
Today is here and we will 
add it to the days gone by. 
Tomorrow is unknown, 
but its a future 
for you to experience
a life for you to live. 
From the little girl 
who played princess and 
wore tiara's 
to the girl I see today
who loves all things 
I may not 
understand, and
to the woman of tomorrow that 
will shape the world to suit 
her needs.
Always know that I will 
be here for you 
not matter where you go, or
what you do. 
Soon you will 
be 17
and I smile for 
all that I have seen you do, 
as for moment I want 
to freeze the time
and keep you small. 
Today, 
Tomorrow and 
forever, 
I love you. 

Seeing You

She sees you. 
The very part of you 
that you keep
hidden. 
She sees the insecurities, 
the frailties 
you don't let the world see. 
She knows your heart, 
when you don't even know it
yourself. 
She watches the way you
ignore who your 
own feelings
and your own true 
self. 
She hears what you 
don't say. 
She reads between
the lines of the things you 
do say. 
She watches as 
you play a role of who 
you are truly not. 
She sheds a tear of the man 
you are,
but 
refuse to let the world 
see. 
She smiles 
because she knows that 
deep down, 
you are a person
worth loving, 
but frowns 
because no one will 
ever be close 
enough to 
you, 
to get to know that 
secret, hidden, special 
place, that makes 
you, you. 
She has turned from you, 
so she can't see 
the betrayal of yourself 
and so that you can't 
see the pity
that resides in her 
eyes, 
every time she looks
at you. 

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Pictures

Pictures 
say a thousand 
words. 
They tell the story 
of days gone by and 
predict future joy. 
Moments frozen, 
captured in time. 
Forever framed and hung to 
share the story 
of what was and was to 
come. 

Pictures don't tell
the secrets 
of those who reside
inside. 
They don't tell the 
silent stories 
no one wants to share. 

They hang on walls and 
display the 
smiles and 
laughs, 
but no one 
takes the picture that 
shares the 
pain. 
No one takes the ones
that show the tears, 
and the fears
of what will 
no longer be. 

No more will they be 
the family that 
they were. 
No longer will they be 
the couple 
that everyone thought 
they were. 

Pictures say a 
thousand words...
but each one 
is a lie. 
A betrayal of 
the truth. 
Pictures only show
what one wants 
the world 
to see. 

Sunday, March 8, 2015

This Girl

You're crazy, 
arrogant and history. 
A problem in my past
I have no desire
to solve. 
A lost cause, a mess 
that I don't need. 
Misery, destruction and 
broken hearts are the path behind you 
and unseen in front 
of you. 
Mess is your middle name. 
Heartache is your 
game. 
Playing is what you 
do best. 
I don't need your 
games, 
your unsaid lies, 
your drama. 
No need and no want. 
Today I say good riddance, 
good bye and 
lock the door 
I should have slammed the 
day you said hello. 
I'm moving on. 
I am taking back control 
of my heart 
my life and 
keeping you in the very far 
rear view. 
This girl 
doesn't need you,
Doesn't want you. 
This girl is 
so over the 
craziness that is you. 
Over the tail of tears 
she has cried over you. 
Today this girl 
realizes there is a her, 
without you. 
This girl will be your
heartache, 
when you realize 
that she is what you need, 
what you want 
and the girl that no longer 
wants any part of you. 
She takes back her heart 
and her life. 
This girl is back! 

Thursday, February 12, 2015

The road may be paved, 
the intentions 
may be well intended, 
but a promise 
broken, 
can never be repaired. 
Hopes dashed, 
time wasted, 
but not all in vain. 
Lessons needed to be learned, 
eyes needed to be 
opened, 
to what is real and what 
is created to 
blind one to what is real. 
The man in front of you
is not who he seems. 
Sent to distract you from 
the one you need. 
Sent to keep a part 
what God want's together. 
As humans get in the way, 
God's plan stands the test of time 
and human error. 
Don't waste your tears on the 
man who's not real. 
Don't waste your time on 
the girl who lies. 
Stand firm, 
stand strong 
stand your ground. 

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Time Will Tell

There are moments 
in life, 
where you have a choice 
to make. 
A split second decision 
that can change 
the course 
of a plan well made. 
You open a door, 
to a face, oh-so-familiar, 
and for a moment
a smile, 
and then hesitation. 
That split second decision
made and 
she lets him in. 
The turmoil inside 
he is unaware. 
Something 
she will never 
admit out loud
and a denial she 
keeps even with herself. 
He knows 
she will be there 
no matter what the cost 
to herself. 
He knows, 
even if he doesn't realize, 
he has her wrapped around 
his finger. 
It took some time, 
once upon a time, 
to put him 
away from her mind, 
only now 
to see his face and hear 
his voice. 
Time will show
her what 
she knows deep inside. 
She should keep
hidden and locked away 
the one thing 
he has 
but has no clue. 
Time will show her 
how 
he will never be 
the man 
she wishes him to be. 
Time will make her 
realize, how she should 
have 
locked the door and 
kept her 
heart intact. 

Friday, January 23, 2015

This World Alone

She sits and waits. 
Longing for something 
or someone
that may never come. 
Lost in a world 
that wants nothing more 
than to keep her hidden  in 
her fear and her 
pain. 
Does anyone see her? 
Does anyone hear her? 
The feeling of invisibility wraps around 
her spirit as she 
sits and waits. 
Searching for something 
she can't seem to reach. 
Something she is not sure is even 
there. 
He walks around, 
alone in this world, 
looking for something he feels is missing
something he can't seem to find. 
He pulls a picture out 
of his pocket, 
a face he no longer sees
looking back at him. 
How he wishes things 
were different, 
that it were him that was 
no longer here, 
instead of the one 
thing he misses the most. 
Does anyone see him? 
Does anyone hear him? 
Lives lived searching for the unknown. 
Lives longing for something 
their souls desperately need
to cling to, but is out of their grasp. 
God sees it all, 
He sees them, 
He hears them and He 
has never left them. 
Through the pain, the tears, 
the heartaches they have faced
He was there. 
He is waiting for them to reach out, 
to call on Him. 
He longs to heal their pain, 
show them His plan, but
until they stop 
limiting His hands, 
there is nothing He can do. 
God sits above us, 
waiting for 
us to hear Him, 
to see Him working in 
our lives. 
If only they would seek Him. 

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

O' Lost Little Girl

Why are you looking? Searching for comfort in 
the things of this world? 
Why do you seek those that 
hold you back and keep your eyes off
the one that matter? 
O' lost little girl, where are you? 
Why are you sitting at the stop light
asking, "Where is God in this moment?" 
Why are you holding yourself
back from God, but 
freely giving it to the world around you? 
A world controlled by sin, 
controlled by greed, 
controlled by all things that 
God despises? 
How can you ask where He is, when 
you are not looking for Him
but looking for 
fleeting moments of 
self satisfaction and 
personal gain? 
Why do you ask where is He, when you 
hold ugliness inside you, 
when you refuse to forgive those 
that have wronged you? 
Where is your compassion? 
Your hope? 
Your faith in the one who created you? 
Where are you, lost little girl? 
He has never left you! He never will! 
No matter what you do, no matter what you say, 
He is there, longing for you 
to seek Him, to reach out to Him! 
He longs to give you the blessings He has for you,
if only you would turn to Him and away from the world! 
Seek Him and you will find Him. 
Hold on to Him and you 
can't fail! 
Every breath you take, every day you wake up, 
every moment of every day is given to you
by the creator of heaven and earth! 
Don't ask, "Where are you God," 
instead say, 
"I am here God, seeking You!
longing for you!" 
O' lost little girl, His love 
is the only love you need. 
His word is the only 
instruction you need to 
follow. 
Life with Him is life eternal! 
O' lost little girl, 
God's love is never failing, never ending!