His Answer...

The answers are unclear, 

the path is broken 

into directions, I am unsure which 

to take. 

I pray for guidance 

and answers, 

to know that one day 

I will have 

the answer that I seek. 

His will shall 

be done, 

but in His time alone. 

There is no 

rushing the answer, 

not hurrying the outcome. 

Will it be what I 

am expecting? Or am I 

hoping for the wrong 

thing? 

God only knows, 

at this moment in time and 

when the time comes, 

I will know

too. 

There is no tweet, or 

post. No text or email that 

will come telling me 

what I shall do.

No, He, in all 

his glory and love, 

will guide 

my path and 

in the end

it will be worth the wait. 

It will be 

more than I would have 

hoped and 

prayed. 

The answer to my prayers is 

you, but 

God may have 

another answer in mind. 

Either way I know, 

that His answer 

will be the best answer for 

me. 

Without You

Without you, 

there is still a me. 

I am still here, 

without you by my side 

Without you, 

life still has meaning 

and the sun still 

shines. 

There is no end 

even though you 

are no 

longer standing 

beside me. 

Without you, 

I still laugh and I still

smile. My world

has not stopped and 

I still have hope. 

Without you

I still don't have 

all the answers, 

and while I hurt knowing 

you are not here, 

I am not 

dying. 

Without you life will go 

on and continue 

to go on. 

I may miss you, 

now that you are 

gone, 

but I don't 

spend my days 

thinking about you. 

Though I do think about you

from time to time. 

I don't need you in my life

to be happy, 

but the fact remains

that I want you 

in my life and 

I miss talking to you 

and being with you. 

I pray for you, 

I pray for me, 

I pray for understanding and patience. 

Without you, 

I pray. 

With you I would 

pray still, but 

without you, 

I pray alone. 

The days seem long 

and the nights 

seem even longer, 

though I still 

make it through, 

Without you 

my life is missing 

that simple 

touch only you can 

bring. 

Without you all is not lost, 

but it feels 

like it is. 

As I kneel...

I kneel here tonight 

with unspoken words and 

unshed tears. 

I kneel here tonight 

with a heavy heart and a 

mind that I can't 

seem to quiet. 

The love you seek 

is not so very far from 

your grasp. 

Why is it, 

that we seek love 

from those who will only 

cause us pain? 

Why do we hold on to that 

which we should let go?

Here I kneel, 

a silent prayer 

sent to heaven in the hopes

that it will be heard. 

I wonder, 

as I kneel here tonight, 

why this journey

can't be 

easy for us. 

Why is it that we 

have to take all these wrong

turns to find 

what each of us seeks. 

When all along 

it is right there,

if only we should look. 

If only we should 

be brave enough to peek. 

One day 

it may be too late. 

The one you want 

is not the one you seek, 

but as I kneel here 

tonight, 

wondering what 

to pray, 

I know that God is sitting 

in heaven, 

already knowing 

what is being 

asked. 

Words that my heart 

is to afraid

to let my mouth 

speak into words.
He knows the desires of 

my heart and if they are

aligned with His will,

with faith

and

trust, that one 

desire will be mine. 

Amen. 

I Believe...

I believe in the joy 

and hope that are in the world.

Though there is darkness, 

I believe there is 

hope. 

Faith, hope and love, 

foundations for 

all this life 

can be. 

Faith in the belief that

we can accomplish anything.

Faith others have in us

to give us the strength 

and the courage to 

love. 

Hope is the belief

that things can be better,

that live is worth more 

than what we see. 

Love is knowing that 

there is someone 

you can 

turn to when the world is 

upside down. 

Though I can't be that person, 

there is not a day that 

will go by, 

that your mark on my 

world will not be seen. 

Through you, 

my views have changed, 

my focus faces a different 

turn. 

I believe in faith and hope, 

but most of all

I believe in 

love. 

Unwritten

He sits at their favorite spot, 

remember her. 

The pain today as fresh

as it was the day 

she left. 

A goodbye, 

no one can take back. 

He remembers her 

face and the first day 

they met. 

The beauty in her eyes

and the soft touch 

of her hand. 

She fills his thoughts, 

and his heart 

just can't 

let go, 

of what could have been. 

The love

left unfinished, 

the story 

unable to be written. 

Their story, 

ended way too soon. 

He knows 

she watches him 

from above, 

but for him that is just 

not quite enough. 

To hold her 

one more day, 

he would give anything. 

To kiss her nose and 

hold her hand, 

he would give the world. 

As he sits in 

the place that reminds

him of her, 

a tear falls from his eyes

and for a moment, 

as he closes his eyes, 

he can feel her

and he knows that she is there. 

One day, 

they will meet again. 

One day, 

he will see her sweet

face and hold her hand. 

Until then...

the story is 

left unwritten.